Satisfied with God?

“One thing I have asked from the LORD, that I shall seek: that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the LORD.” Psalm 27:4

“’I will fill the soul of the priests with abundance, and my people will be satisfied with my goodness,’ declares the LORD.” Jer. 31:14

Oh how I wish I would see more of God’s beauty and goodness. What a difference it would make in my life. I don’t know which problem is bigger – that I am simply too fallen and limited to see God’s beauty, or that I am too independent and rebellious to want to see it. Am I unable, or unwilling? I’m sure it’s both.